Post by Cindy on Nov 13, 2004 17:55:19 GMT -5
Hi-----am a new member here-----am 43 and have a Master's Degree (MA)....was diagnosed with ADD about 2 years ago---have had Depression diagnosis since '86 and curently take Prozac for depression and Ritalin for ADD. I am also Bi-Polar II--very mild, and take Depakote. The med combination works well for me, I think.
When I was ADD-diagnosed I had my first professional job. I told my bosses about my diagnosis, because I was having trouble concentrating and because I was doing things slowly (I have always done things slower than others, but that does not mean that I do not have intellect---Ritalin helps with the focusing, but it isn't a cure-all).
My bosses did not want to keep me (I was on my probationary period) and I KNEW I could do the (my dream) job if they would "work" with me. Long story short, I was fired, I fought to get unemployment and won (the bosses should have worked with me). I could have sued, but I wanted to move on.
I ended up taking the first job that I could (I have a family)-----as a housekeeper. Then I went back to school to become a CNA, and that is what I do now.
Now I have had the worst problem with other co-workers who do not believe that I have ADD---they think that I am making it up as an excuse so that they have to "work harder". It borders on abuse. (My bosses now are supportive). If not for the residents that I care for, I would quit THIS job. I just don't seem to fit in anywhere workwise----I am too "smart" for average jobs, yet I cannot function in a professional setting--anymore I can't function around people at all. A lot of this is my emotional ULTRA-sensiitivity, especially around PMS time.
My self-esteem really suffers---I am lucky that I have a supportive friend, whom I drive crazy now and then. It helps to "get it out" here, knowing that you-all understand me. I also worry that my 7-year-old daughter will have ADD sometime, and I have actually asked her teachers in private (but they see nothing like that, luckily).
I really am a compassionate, sensitive, mature woman----I need assertiveness training, I guess. It is hard to "maneuver" in this U.S. society sometimes that highly values PRODUCTIVITY and not quality, and we with ADD have a hard time keeping up with the productivity-part because of our attention spans......
Thanks for listening......I will be in touch frequently to support and also ask for support......
Cindy
When I was ADD-diagnosed I had my first professional job. I told my bosses about my diagnosis, because I was having trouble concentrating and because I was doing things slowly (I have always done things slower than others, but that does not mean that I do not have intellect---Ritalin helps with the focusing, but it isn't a cure-all).
My bosses did not want to keep me (I was on my probationary period) and I KNEW I could do the (my dream) job if they would "work" with me. Long story short, I was fired, I fought to get unemployment and won (the bosses should have worked with me). I could have sued, but I wanted to move on.
I ended up taking the first job that I could (I have a family)-----as a housekeeper. Then I went back to school to become a CNA, and that is what I do now.
Now I have had the worst problem with other co-workers who do not believe that I have ADD---they think that I am making it up as an excuse so that they have to "work harder". It borders on abuse. (My bosses now are supportive). If not for the residents that I care for, I would quit THIS job. I just don't seem to fit in anywhere workwise----I am too "smart" for average jobs, yet I cannot function in a professional setting--anymore I can't function around people at all. A lot of this is my emotional ULTRA-sensiitivity, especially around PMS time.
My self-esteem really suffers---I am lucky that I have a supportive friend, whom I drive crazy now and then. It helps to "get it out" here, knowing that you-all understand me. I also worry that my 7-year-old daughter will have ADD sometime, and I have actually asked her teachers in private (but they see nothing like that, luckily).
I really am a compassionate, sensitive, mature woman----I need assertiveness training, I guess. It is hard to "maneuver" in this U.S. society sometimes that highly values PRODUCTIVITY and not quality, and we with ADD have a hard time keeping up with the productivity-part because of our attention spans......
Thanks for listening......I will be in touch frequently to support and also ask for support......
Cindy